IDIOT 09012006

you straight out front like i aint heard
you comin in loud and clear but i cant understand your words
im speaking english but your language is coming out absurd
i flip my words because of the trouble that you sit and stir
any lie will do to excuse you from being a retard
around this house i dont even breathe hard
im like an illegal alien in the white house with no green card
i lean hard on the wall cuz nobody lends a shoulder
and its backwards
im bending over
but im still getting fucked
im getting stuck
in these awkward situations
that make me look like
a fool thats losing her patience
how long will i be waitin
for you to come around
and respect me
instead of behind everything i do
u gotta come and neglect the
hardwork i put into makin this place livable
if u had any intelligence i dare you to make it visible
id win everytime
cuz you dont think youve crossed the line
friends we used to be but now im wanting to decline
the choice to be here wasnt mine
but u still didnt say no
u held ur breath
and exhaled a yes
and this aint my game but i still have to play tho
i guess if you say so
hold my lips
and lay low
avoid you at all costs
yeah u paid to be the boss
but u need to get refund
cuz if there was ever a defective product
in a human being
then im starting to see one
and even tho this poem it seems done
im just getting started
cuz im gonna show up again like a rerun